HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEEE !!
yayayaya I'm 15 now! (Well, on the 23rd I was)

OMG my spring break was awesome! I went to DisneyWorld with my familyand it was amazing!!! It was soo pretty and warm and the rides wereAWESOME and I had a blast. Even though I had to get up at 5:30 everymoning it was DEFINATELY worth it! ahhh i miss it haha. I'm just sadthat I have to go back to school tomarrow. BOOO. It was wayyyyy wayyytoo short.

Today I ran a 3k race and I'm happy because I got 2nd place in thecatagory girls age 15-19.  BUT I WOULDVE GOTTEN FIRST IN THE 13-14CATAGORY!! Dang it, that darn birthday. arghhhh, oh well. I hadnt ranin a week so thats still good.

I miss all you loveland people!
Love youss

Okay you really dont have to read this. i dont think you want to. hahaha

I can't believe its almost 11:00 and I'm still writing my gay ass speech. ugh. It's only third quarter and I'm counting down the days until summer- the one thing I'm looking forward to besides spring break. I don't know why I recieve so much pleasure in getting out of school. Every night I hope the power goes out at school so I can stay home, or perhaps a tornado will come hit it, then we'll be out for a long long time.

Well, that's a bit extreme, but you know what I mean. But it's really hard sometimes. I mean, it's been almost a year since I've moved away but I still think of Loveland every day. Yeah, sometimes it bugged me, and I think I took it all for granted. You have no idea how much my new friends cannot even compare to my loveland friends. Yeah, they're nice, fun, and smart but I don't think any of them will truly be my best friends. We don't have a shared past and every day I feel like I'm faking myself, trying to be someone that my new peers will welcome and accept but it somehow doesn't work Somedays I feel like a ghost, roaming the hallways like a mere shadow of the past- of my past. I'm not complete anymore. I can no longer be my ture self- flawed yet happy, and surrounded by my best friends. It's not the scenery of loveland that I miss- it's the people I love. I can't be silly and dumb and swear a lot and still feel loved.  Do you honestly know what hell that is? To be ripped away from your own self? I didn't think so. You have no idea what its like to be like this. I am a specatator now, watching other people's lives fill with substance- of love, friendship, and happiness while my own shrivels up into a cloud of dust.

Sorry. BAD DAY. obviously. hahahaha

Currently Watching Pride & Prejudice (Widescreen Edition) By Keira Knightley, Talulah Riley, Rosamund Pike, Jena Malone, Carey Mulligan, Donald Sutherland, Brenda Blethyn, Claudie Blakley, Sylvester Morand, Simon Woods, Kelly Reilly, Matthew Macfadyen, Pip Torrens, Janet Whiteside, Sinead Matthews, Roy Holder, Rupert Friend, Tom Hollander, Jay Simpson, Judi Dench see related

YAY people are back on xanga! haha

OMG I saw "Music and Lyrics" with Rebecca last weekend and i have to say it was hilarious beyond belief. I love it. hahaha and i went to B&N yesterday and I got Marie Antoinette: The Journey by Antonia Frasier. Yup. I'm pretty cool.

I've been getting like nooo sleep lately. I always watch a movie or read until like midnight. Or talk on the phone to Lisa. hahaha basically you should all be jealous of our phone convos. This sleep deprivation is not very good especially because Track starts Monday. haha ohhhh welll.

OMG I am in LOVE with Pride and Prejudace!!!!!!!! Mr. Darcy is amazzzinng hahaha

I LOVE LAUREN JACOBS WITH A STEAMING PASSION!!!